Wind of change, when I hear that sentence I have a few references in my mind...

I guess that for most people relate to the whistle during the song from the Scorpions. It also has strong relation to the reunification of Germany. Many images of the Berlin wall falling are shown with the song playing in background.
I was only 7 when the event happened, but I remember the images shown on TV of the wall being demolished and people climbing over it. I also remember my parents who were on the phone with friends in Germany who drove to Berlin that night to witness the event. But I didn't realize at that time what really happened and how that event 20 years ago was important for Germany and diplomatic relations in the world.

Few years later during vacations in Spain, some of my parents friends joined us. They were living in East Germany and for the first time able to leave freely and go for the first vacation outside. For me being there was normal, but for them it was an exceptional event. How overwhelming it must be for all the senses. The smell of the sea, the feeling of swimming, the culture; food and languages... Again these are things I see that way today, years have passed and my perception of the world has changed and is evolving every day.

But originally the introduction that should have been only a few sentences has become longer than expected... I wanted to write a short message that I'll be blogging again, not that I wrote that I wouldn't do it again but my last post was a long time ago.

The initial thought was to write about change in my life. At that time I was in the process of considering taking a sabbatical. I had this thought already some years ago but I didn't take any action to actually do it and my actions to move within the company to a different country weren't successful either.

At the end of the summer I sat down with a friend who is planning to take a sabbatical next year. During the dinner my original idea emerged again, it felt stronger and the timing better. I wanted to get a Dive Master certification and do it in some place warm and exotic!

This is a big change and has an implication in my career, so my first thought was: Lay down some reasons why you shouldn't do it. That shifted really quickly to what the implication would be since I haven't found anything that says; no, don't go.

There are a few areas I considered that would go into the check list for a go, or no go. As it is a dive master, am I in shape mentally and physically to pass the exams? Check. Do I have any obligation to someone; wife, children, family or friend who depends on me? 3 times no. Check. By the way if you have a pet and consider not doing it because of that, you should check your priorities in life. Do I have an employer that would allow me to do this? Luckily yes, the company I work for has an official program for taking an unpaid leave. Check. Am I in a situation where it makes sense to take a break? By that I mean, I don't believe that taking a sabbatical when you are profoundly unhappy in your job is the right thing. When you come back the probability that you job hasn't changed much is high. But you might have had such a great time you job will look even less motivating. Also if you are going to take a new challenge any time soon, I don't want to start something new and then leave for a long period right away.

I want to take a sabbatical in order to achieve something; that would be the dive master certification. At the same time, leave that comfort zone and break the routine that I have in my life today. And by routine I don't really mean waking up, going to work and... well, work. It is to change the country, city, people, activity, food, life style. All this you can experience it during holidays, but not over a longer period of time and hence, really intensify the experience.
It all seemed to be a good idea and very feasible. Over time my motivation hasn't faded and the next step was to find a location and define a possible time frame based mainly on the ability to save money till my departure to pay for all the necessary bills.

So I talked to my superiors and sent them the plan; the place; Thailand. Start of the courses on the 5th of May and be back on the 20th of September 2010. I have been very lucky because they were very supportive and able to give me very quickly their approval. So if you are reading these lines; again a big thank you.

This post has already become much longer than I anticipated but I guess that this topic is very close to my heart right now. And that I still have things that I want to say but I'll break them down in some other posts to come.

I'll promise to continue writing as this blog will be a platform where during my trip I want to lay down my experience. Take the same to write down thoughts while they are still warm and crisp, also include photographs as this is one of the few messages that don't include any.